My Wits' End

My demons dance around me Begging for me Just to be their friend About to meet my wits end I don't have the heart to say no I let myself go Falling into nothing Scratch my eyes out Shred my skin to bone You said that I wont amount to anything I hate you all for doubting me Who do you want me to be I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that Split in between I don't even know me I live in a false reality Why cant you just let me be me You don't believe me You think that I'm a disease I live in a fucked reality Pick myself up from the floor I cant take this anymore Trying to run from my past but my feet have failed me I'm crawling I'm clawing I'm kicking I'm swinging But I cant get away Please don't let me lose myself today I'm seeking but I cant find What it once was How it was mine But you threw it all away I have nothing left to say Who do you want me to be I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that Split in between I don't even know me I live in a false reality Why cant you just let me be me You don't believe me You think that I'm a disease I live in a fucked reality Well here I am I'm crucified On my cross made from your lies There's no way that I could die This is not my time There's no way that you can kill me Slit my throat but I'm still breathing Bleed me dry my hearts still beating I will rise and I will defeat There's no way that you can kill me Slit my throat but I'm still breathing Bleed me dry my hearts still beating I will rise and I will defeat I let myself go Falling into nothing Scratch my eyes out Shred my skin to bone You said I wont amount to anything I hate you all for doubting me Who do you want me to be I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that Split in between I don't even know me I live in a false reality Why cant you just let me be me You don't believe me You think that I'm a disease I live in a fucked reality