Coulda Lied

There must be something in the way I feel that she don't want me to feel The stare she bares cut me I don't care You say so what if I bleed I gave you my rib, you stayed at my crib Now you're out running your jibs How you got it like that, fly face, booty fat So many cats give you what you wish, so selfish Actin' so helpless to acquire your needs, No one was there but me, nobody cared but me Who will fight and die for you Nobody dares but me Your heart was a caged bird that I set free I'm just being me, product of the street curb I live by my words, I mean what I say Every noun, every verb I could have lied, I could have tried, But I'm not that guy, why ask why I used to be shy, I used feel down looking up at the sky We're all gonna die In the meantime, I'm trying to stay fly And all you have left in life is boxes of shoes to cry in In your closet of sins, next to the empty bed you lie in You say that you're happier now, Why you lying The world continues to twirl and I got a new girl, I win There must be something in the way I feel that she don't want me to feel The stare she bares cut me I don't care You say so what if I bleed You must be proud of yourself I can see your eyes gleam You played the one man that had your back There's no I in team and true love is a pipe dream I got my shit together and my dick is like crack I'm smarter than I might seem I got my mojo back, and got the game sown up like a tight seam, And I move like lightning, I'm all grown up My timing is critical, I ain't got none to waste on a pretty face It's one nation indivisible underneath a thugged out individual My movement is spiritual It's never been the right time or place for me I have no FAITH in the world, but so much in me It's up to me There must be something in the way I feel that she don't want me to feel The stare she bares cut me I don't care You say so what if I bleed I could've lied, I'm such a fool My eyes could never ever, ever keep their cool Told her and I showed her how she struck me But I'm fucked up now