Hard 2 Survive (feat. Constantine & Ikescarless)

All of this heartache I'm feeling I swear it's so hard not to cry Sometimes I'm too weak for this living I promised my mama I'd try It feel like I'm living a lie I know that I'm living a lie It feel like I'm living a lie I know that I'm living a lie They made it so hard to survive They made it too hard to survive I gave my all to this shit For all of my G's that have died They made it so hard to survive They made it too hard to survive I gave my all to this shit For all of my G's that have died These demons constantly haunting me I can't sleep in peace and that's facts I remember when they told me if I want something All I got to do is just ask I feel my dreams outta grasp And reality is I feel worthless Conversation with this purp Trying to figure out my purpose And I find healing, but the pain resurface Even been to a few churches There was nights I ain't have nowhere to go Sleeping with one eye open hella nervous Checking for security At the airport like I'm about to catch a flight But it's the only place that I feel half way safe So I stay there for the night It was hard times I was living Flashbacks of seasons changing Another Christmas in prison Headed to the hole getting sanctioned Said if I want it have patience Well the patience about to run thin I feel I'm about to explode Like I mixed tequila, weed, henny, and gin All of this heartache I'm feeling I swear it's so hard not to cry Sometimes I'm too weak for this living I promised my mama I'd try It feel like I'm living a lie I know that I'm living a lie It feel like I'm living a lie I know that I'm living a lie They made it so hard to survive They made it too hard to survive I gave my all to this shit For all of my G's that have died They made it so hard to survive They made it too hard to survive I gave my all to this shit For all of my G's that have died