A Lot on My Mind

I said I'd never do this But I got a lot on my mind Investing too much to it It's almost like I'm wasting my time I been feeling fucked up I been feeling useless Feeling like don't nobody care about me, it's foolish Been doing too much wrong Never saw it, I was losing Beautiful demons in my head, yeah they was cruising I always lose myself and Keeping compressing I'm always stressing Learning lessons One day if I die, will it be okay There's no more problems for you, I'm in a better place Stay to myself Cuz I don't like nobody When I pop out out to show, gotta be out my body Cuz if I be myself, I might not be accepted Feel outcasted in a second, I need a lethal weapon I was a weird nigga Tried being hood nigga I couldn't feel nigga I couldn't heal nigga I couldn't find myself, found it in other people I swear I gather it together, gotta be more lethal I said I'd never do this But I got a lot on my mind Investing too much to it It's almost like I'm wasting my time I been feeling fucked up I been feeling useless Feeling like don't nobody care about me, it's foolish Been doing too much wrong Never saw it, I was losing Beautiful demons in my head, yeah they was cruising Been wasting too much time They asked if I was good, nah it's fine Feel like the odds are against me, Imma shine Shit I was almost about to quit, ain't reach my prime R.I.P my uncle Cisco When it happened bro, that shit had broke my heart Take breaks around my mental I write it out and I make a peace of art My heart is still on fire Ain't no sleeping I been lost out on love, I can't keep it Only with temporary women, yeah no keeping I'm so different in this life when I'm thinking I said I'd never do this But I got a lot on my mind Investing too much to it It's almost like I'm wasting my time I been feeling fucked up Been feeling useless Feeling like don't nobody care about me, it's foolish I'm doing too much wrong I been losing Beautiful demons in my head, they be cruising Been feeling fucked up Been feeling useless Feeling like don't nobody care about me, it's foolish Been doing too much wrong I was losing Beautiful demons in my head, they was cruising I said I'd never do this But I got a lot on my mind Investing too much to it It's almost like I'm wasting my time I been feeling fucked up I been feeling useless Feeling like don't nobody care about me, it's foolish Been doing too much wrong Never saw it, I was losing Beautiful demons in my head, yeah they was cruising When you try to be someone you're not It's a losing battle Staying true to yourself True to your soul is the true path to abundance