just your average nobody

Man I don't really like the shit, I know that it's sad as shit Not usually how I write my shit, it's just where I'm at with this Bullshit I've been dealing with, feeling like a worthless sack of shit I'm sick of asking this, what happened to my happiness I can't grasp a sense so I just grab a fifth Bottle for my sorrows, soon I'll get past this shit It may not be tomorrow, but soon the truth I'll swallow For now I'll just wallow in my music until I'm hollow because I'm just your average nobody, pocket full of no money You think it's so funny homie, don't judge me Them nights when I was so hungry showed me That everybody don't love me homie, I was so lonely homie Man I really hit the lotto, that was until I found out You were just a fraud hoe, don't look at me and frown now You came then you bounced out, you caused the pain, you dissed me You dogged my name, and left me feeling so fucking empty You left me at my worst when I needed you the most Goddamn that shit hurt but I know how that shit goes I could just bitch and moan but bitches come and go And all your friends too man that's just how it goes I'm just your average nobody, loved by nobody Most of you are so lucky, you don't even know Try to be deaf and blind, depressed with anxiety I try to be the G that I know is deep inside of me I just don't know how much more fight's in me As time passes by, it only gets more tiring, I think my time's expiring because I think i might finally I'm just your average nobody, pocket full of no money You think it's so funny homie, don't judge me Them nights when I was so hungry showed me That everybody don't love me homie, I was so lonely homie This shit got me thinking, is suicide worth attempting I mean nothing else seems to help the hurt that's in me I'm so broken, there isn't a soul that can fix me This shit is getting old, smoking on these moldy ciggies I swear to god, I'm going to lose it feeling like I'm never winning, always losing Since the beginning I've been getting pissed on God please tell me what the fuck I did wrong To deserve this bullshit ass life that makes me feel so fucking worthless Tell me what's the purpose, of being deaf and blind Not allowed to drive so a job and girl gets hard to find Three failed attempts of suicide, I guess the time just wasn't right Man I guess the time just wasn't right I'm just your average nobody, pocket full of no money You think it's so funny homie, don't judge me Them nights when I was so hungry showed me That everybody don't love me homie, I was so lonely homie