RACICOT DE HONFLEUR

Where the fuck am I? What is this place? Where the fuck am I? What the fuck? It's a flower! Trapped in a room, where a flower seed was planted Ensuring it's growth my purpose on this planet Metal face doom, task required me to break a habit Had me looking for strange ways to put on a jacket How can I do, bloom mere ideas to precious violet? I'm no florist, I just mimic, think I'm a god while I'm in it Eternal gloom, staring at the flower like a muppet Track eight is when I realized it's just a fucking puppet Soul deep dives, sugar fantasy Few minutes and it's no air Feel like it's unfair Holy water the flower's father promised we would be pair Sold sweet lies, buyer a stan of me Now always acting in despair Purpose is this pair Holy flower the water's mother was soldier so beware Why can't I just throw it away (Flower's just haunting me) How can't I find another way (Thoughts suicidal, still I would die for it's petals) Antithesis, puppet fucking controls me This flower, boy, got me feeling like I don't know me I try my hardest to be it's best artist and not lose me The harshest part being ignoring the call of Lucy I done lose sleep, hill's steep but thoughts bright as sun's speed Finale arrives, flower's alive even spread seeds! Light carrying sensitive thoughts, I have succeeded? Come to realize it's all a lie, I was stuck seated Soul deep dives, sugar fantasy Few minutes and it's no air Feel like it's unfair Holy water the flower's father promised we would be pair Sold sweet lies, buyer a stan of me Now always acting in despair Purpose is this pair Holy flower the water's mother was soldier so beware Why can't I just throw it away (Flower's now killing me) How can't I find another way (Still suicidal, I'm going to die fuck it's petals) Fell in a hole, flower collapsed and gone was the hope I was on a roll until clouds refused the role Now it's get a degree or die in a factory I'm not about this fashion, my name's not Louis Only fucking reason I kept going through these seasons, this flower Give me an hour, I'll try to re-plant the seeds And if inactive, and I'm still captive Commit the act of serving my life it's completion Race was over Lucky for me, finish line's neighbor was a cliff I kept running, just New goal Different path But as I was launching into the grande finale I saw her