Chaos

Before your eyes The world's demise Can't hide the truth With a disguise What comes out In the dark of night The evil eye Descends it's flight Won't hold together anymore Clinging to you forevermore Hurts too much to let it go But it's tearing me up to keep it so Falling apart in my hand as the world spins Creepin up right in the light as the word hits Slot machine of the mind, carry on what's your pick Make yourself known 'fore you pull some of this shit Fire in the night, burned alive, kill the background Guess there's really truly no going back now Hit the lights, camera rolling for the TV Turn it off, tune it out, don't perceive me Repeat the past, live my fears for someone's enjoyment Stuck in the shadow of every dark moment Trauma stings deep like a bomb in the memory Abandon it all to create my own new way to be Forget it, leave it there, moving past all that shit Then why do I keep bringing you right back in? Every time I think I'm starting to do good Fall back into everything we never could I don't think I ever should Make it out for the world's own good Before your eyes The world's demise Can't hide the truth With a disguise What comes out In the dark of night The evil eye Descends it's flight Won't hold together anymore Clinging to you forevermore Hurts too much to let it go But it's tearing me up to keep it so Fighting with reality Forget all I've known I can't be where I want to be Can't create it on my own