Pressure

All this pressure weighing on me, I feel like I'ma die man Hanging from my neck, am I suffocating or shining I'm asking legitimate questions Won't take a casket til I'm given perspective Til then I'm crafting and I'm smithin some weapons Every single day it's do or die Even when you wake in the morning Hit the mirror, and ask who am I Cuz no one's pressing up on you to try It's gotta be self-motivated, upkept Or else it's euthanized You can love it or leave it Go above and believe in Every word you write and spit on records Or just duck and keep it Hidden on a hard drive Locked away like it's something secret No repercussions or reaper coming Just stomach eating away at you every night While your brain is just tossin, turnin Begging you to make it right, maybe offset the losses, yearnin To find the right course of action, maybe start the trail To get some answers, scratch my name into the fucking hardness scale So much pressure, depression, just expecting this Fuck So much pressure, depression, just expecting this second I'll get it, lessen the lessons, maybe catchin Alright, yeah, yeah, yo So much pressure, depression, just expecting this second I'll get it, lessen the lessons, maybe catchin some blessings Shit Trade for a sneeze, I been desperate, request it In any fashion you can give it, no exceptions, accept it Just wanna, kick for a while, maybe cherish it God With the fam, do it for Nick, Kyle, Eric and Rob And make an impact, is this hysterics or nah Try staying intact, under all this pressure, façade Working to keep up a smile, pacing to keep from a spiral Facing my own thoughts, face it, wasting deep in denial Cuz look, among these people, man I'm seekin the title Not for fame or for glory, cuz just like breathin it's vital Without it heart doesn't function, body's too weak to adapt Music's the spark to combustion, guides me to freedom at last Even with closed eyes, see the truth like I'm reading braille Can take the pressure off, til I leave the booth and exhale