Stratton's Ballad Pt. 2

Convict what you want to do Yah Uh Convict what you want to do Be honest if your heart untrue I want to kiss you, want to hold you forever Like everybody else existing for another But Be honest, your intent's a ruse You tarnished what I liked of you Wanted to kiss you and to hold you forever But now Prefer you'd float on down the river Uh oh Attached to a man who had promised to be there Yuh but uh oh He up disappeared reappeared after a near year He had easily swept me up off of my feet Said to me I'm not weak, I'm not useless Nah, I'm a beautiful, unique creature Put in a stupor when said he needs me I didn't think he had any malice, deceiving me A hidden talent, he mastered me seamlessly He seem to be a succubus eating me Feeding off what I offer While risking my all like my job and my college degree for him 'Til he crawled in my bed and commenced his deed Said it's special, gave me his virginity Then he left and he cheated immediately Uh Convict what you want to do Be honest if your heart untrue I want to kiss you, want to hold you forever Like everybody else existing for another But Be honest, your intent's a ruse You tarnished what I liked of you Wanted to kiss you and to hold you forever But now Prefer you'd float on down the river You got what you wanted with me on my back My legs in the air and my panties are scrap Reveling in ecstacy, both of us happy The shit I been dreaming about come to actuality My toes are curling and I'm choking moans way back Now time lapsed and I can see clearly Shit is evident you never really even cared about me 'Cause if you did you would have waited But you laid and played along with some little bitch Like we weren't shit; Didn't exist And I wish we didn't 'cause you gave me a gift that I didn't want Now my therapist thinks that I'm fucking dumb Fucking on some bum Who I knew for a couple of months Passing notes like we slick or sum Are you happy, love, that you ruined me? That you did all this shit just to screw with me You got pussy and left Bitch that's ruthless to me You ain't even want me, just wanted to do me And write music to boost up your ego You nihilistic little princess What did you expect I would end up as Sitting in my room to reflect on how you destructed my brain Bitch Imma let go of my patience Imma pursue my vocation in the military Get my aim pinpoint, very scary So I take shit back What you took from me and gave me back I want you to fucking hate me now like I hate you I want you dead I want you to scream "Fuck you too" bitch Uh Convict what you want to do Be honest if your heart untrue I want to kiss you, want to hold you forever Like everybody else existing for another But Be honest, your intent's a ruse You tarnished what I liked of you Wanted to kiss you and to hold you forever But now Prefer you'd float on down the river