Dont Let Me Drown

Been thru a lot let's face facts I need me a blunt where the 8th at I can't tell if it's love or just good sex Been focus on myself cause I need change Can't be who I want if I stay the same I got too much on my mind and it's mostly pain All this good coming at me can't go to waste I got us to sharing who I am One look at your smile and I'm sticking around Over my thoughts so I'm putting them down You showed me real love so I'm sticking it out At least I can try but might let you down Cause I don't know love & I barely know you Let's give it our all and hope we don't lose Smelling your neck I'm obsessed with your fragrance Kissing yo lips and I love how they tasting Putting it down and I love how you take it You dealing with problems you got me let's face them No matter the cost just know we gonna make it Dealing with trauma let's start with the basics Tell me you love me that word is my favorite I don't no much but I know you can save me They think I'm nuts but you know I'm not crazy I ain't want kids but you having my baby I need me a second It might take some time to accept all my blessings Dealing with drama I'm used to depression Look in the mirror I hate my reflection I cannot love you cause I don't know how Got used to the trauma got used to the frowns Tried pulling me up but I'm pulling down Just let me go cause I'm ready to drown Been thru a lot let's face facts I need me a blunt where the 8th at I can't tell if it's love or just good sex Been focus on myself cause I need change Can't be who I want if I stay the same I got too much on my mind and it's mostly pain All this good coming at me can't go to waste I got us to sharing who I am Rather be alone with a broken heart Can't live in a home that split a part Don't play with my feelings cause I'm not sane Narcissistic in so many ways Childhood trauma fucked my brain I don't know good and I don't know trust Never got some from the ones I loved So, I push when you pull cause that's how I love I need me a second It might take some time to accept all my blessings Dealing with drama I'm used to depression Look in the mirror I hate my reflection I cannot love you cause I don't know how Got used to the trauma got used to the frowns Tried pulling me up but I'm pulling down Just let me go cause I'm ready to drown Been thru a lot let's face facts Been focus on myself cause I need change Can't be who I want if I stay the same I got too much on my mind and it's mostly pain All this good coming at me can't go to waste I got us to sharing who I am