Trauma Bond

I've always felt so alone I don't really know what family is How do I cope You would think she praying on her knees She give me throat When I need some comforting I don't know who to call All these shawties worried about is purses at the mall YSL double c's I swear she want them all Brand new section every weekend she portray a boss But deep down inside I can tell shawty really lost Always there for others but that shit come at a cost Brand new presidential on that nigga and she gone See that I'm a lover boy She use it as a pawn And I be wondering if they will live me when I'm gone Nobody can pop it like me She just want to fuck me highkey I snatched her soul She love my mind She can't stop thinking about me I'm on the road I'm on the grind Sleep something I never see Pour in her soul Pour in her mind She don't know how to proceed And that's okay And girl I'm good Cause that's your loss Bills paid by niggas she can never ever cross Lived above her means so long Her lips they always glossed She not even happy but her soul is what this cost Life is in a constant spiral She want it to stop Alcoholic tendencies She trying to shake this off Always acting hard as fuck cause she scared to be soft Put a smile on her face but her hearts been embossed She's always felt so alone She don't really know what family is How will she cope Niggas give her money But she going through the most When she need some comforting she know just who to call Me and her locked in forever what you thought