trauma

(Running, I'm running, run it back I'm running) Oh this for the, this for the people that was like talking all that shit And like I don't know like last week or some shit (Let me talk my shit) Last month or some shit, and they can't even talk no more (Let me talk my shit, damn Logan this shit crazy) I done been through a lot, wake up in the morning I pour it up I'm sippin on mud then I pop, dumb motherfucker got popped (pop) I got to ration my pills cus I gotta live longer, this therapy better put me out my trauma Bad bitch she a drummer too, I love her, I'm with my friends and we all on sum (uh uh) I've been running fast (fast, fast, fast) Go and get the bag (bag, bag, bag) Got to hit the dash (dash, dash, dash) Then you ball like Nash (nash, nash, nash) Bad bitch named Ash, tell her hit the gas Tell her I wanna, tell her I wanna smash If you were born in my time, I'm not in my prime I'm earning my dime, day by day He ran up, he got sprayed in the face Aye, I got some friends that would leave you dead They forreal do anything you say They forreal they die for your head I hope they don't go like my last one, that was my best one That was my best friend Where did you go? I'm lost in my head again I'm lost in the dark again, feelings rolling in Wash away my sins Wash away my sins I haven't done the worst okay? But I know it's a curse if I don't pray So I get down on my knees and okay I'm begging for help Get me out my hell I'm not familiar with the faces in here so One last time I'll say it again I won't ever die if I keep doing xans I won't ever die if I keep popping percs I won't ever die if I keep drinking syrup I done been through a lot, wake up in the morning I pour it up I'm sippin on mud then I pop, dumb motherfucker got popped (pop) I got to ration my pills cus I gotta live longer, this therapy better put me out my trauma Bad bitch she a drummer too, I love her, I'm with my friends and we all on sum (uh uh) Oh, please don't pick me up If I fall down, who gone help me out? I mix the xans with lean up, I knew that bitch was a treesha I kept it, I salvaged it, I don't really know what's happening What's happening? I don't really know what's happening With my brain I'm falling again, aye I'm falling in This dark hole I'm falling in, aye help me out I'm falling again, I'm lost again You better help me out, you better help me out Remember the times I was there for you? Now I'm someone you don't care about Well that's okay, I'm in my trauma phase, look at my traumatized face (oh yeah) I know I had some faith (oh yeah) I know I had some faith but I lost it, lost it, I'm really just lost in, lost in the dark