Piece Of Mind

I got it! Yuh Longer nights, shorter days A price I pay to live my life lot of thoughts Voices in my head are never right Never nice I don't ever get a piece of mind I done let shit slide too many times Yeah! No I don't sleep man I'd rather work Even at my worst days I don't want to talk about them nights That's when it strikes I hear it when I switch the light My body, my mind and my heart That's when they fight Then comes the doubt To know what is wrong and right I'm sitting duck for thoughts that would tell me lies Thoughts that would terrify So I talks to myself every time I want to testify cause I know I ain't letting nobody telling me what I should do Same goes to each and every chances that I blew Not a loss if I get a lesson from that lose I move in any destination that I choose And if it's my race I follow my own rules And that is my pace The weight that I carry and number that it scales The days when I'm happy is when I am just fake They never left, they still remain guest It's decline when ever you request It's no answer when ever I get questioned Being me I feel it's exhausting, toxic Everyone really just want to take shit from me Wonder why I still been distant, lonely And these days all I ever get is Longer nights, shorter days A price I pay to live my life lot of thoughts Voices in my head are never right Never nice I don't ever get a piece of mind I done let shit slide too many times Can't help but think a lot Got lost in my mind cause I couldn't find better thoughts I know things that I couldn't tell another soul I carry weight and the hate and a lot of hopes It gets too scary when I'm getting close Thing that I wish somebody told me I really had to change the old me Really had to be the new guy but not a newbie And I had to lose sleep I had to put in The work and the faith, that's what it took me Collectively so I had to do me Cause ain't nobody else could have done it like I did The less that I felt, the stress that I get Is always in the way and the things that I need to do I see and know what I need to choose I aim and I shoot! And it's been a plan It's been my remedy dealing with pain Not only a view, it's my lay of the land Go through the storm and forever I stand I come out as the Man Cause all of the bullshit is making me stronger, a loner Fake niggas ain't even know where the code at See I got my clip and it's loaded Longer nights, shorter days A price I pay to live my life lot of thoughts Voices in my head are never right Never nice I don't ever get a piece of mind I done let shit slide too many times