I'm Happy

I am happy now With you in my arms I'm less paranoid Thinking bout The smile on my face When I heard it all It's positive The test is positive I am lost for words Didn't think After all these years It was possible Just to think Couple of months ago You were never here I swim and sink Whenever you cry As I wipe your tears This cup I drink Doing it with pride I was never scared No I'm lying I was terrified Before you made it here Nearly lost hope Cause it took while Since we've been trying Contemplating To ask the doctors For any advise Seven years What were we thinking To wait this long Never knew This was all part of His plan All along Man I cried When your mother Gave me the news I couldn't hide How I was feeling Your brother knew That I was happy That the time would come When I would smile Looking at you I am happy You are in my arms I can't explain this feeling right now But I'm happy, happy yeah I can't explain this feeling right now I'm so glad that you are here Looking at you Can't help but think About your future About your schooling About the zaka Sgela sa tura About your health Will you be sickly Will you be well I lose my breath From anxious thinking Let me relax You'll be okay How do I know this ? I'm glad you asked You have a father Who is in heaven He gave you breath He'll never leave you He's right beside you This is a fact He is the reason My mental health Is still in check You have a brother He's just as happy That you arrived Filled with joy When he held you In his little arms I try correct him As I remember How it was When I held My baby sister In my little arms I'll tell you something About your mother She loves you dearly She kept you safe Out of harm's way While in her belly Man you blessed To have a mom Who would kill for you Who would die for you Me. I would do the same I can't explain this feeling right now But I'm happy, happy yeah I can't explain this feeling right now I'm so glad that you are here