all my friends are drugs

So what's my boy up to I'm feeling homesick I'm feeling lonely But these drugs These drugs are keeping me up I'm feeling homesick Baby want to talk to you But lately, I can't focus Heard it all before You can't take away this moment I hope you know this I hope you notice I'm feeling homesick Baby want to talk to you But lately, I can't focus Heard it all before You can't take away this moment I hope you know this I hope you notice I'm feeling homesick I'm feeling lonely Can you hold me Nobody knows I'm feeling low I'm feeling lonely Stuck in my head Pour up a forty I need some more I need somebody to love But I'm getting fucked up All my friends are dead Drugs are my only friends Drugs are my only friends My only I'm feeling homesick When you're not around I'm getting faded And I'm not myself Baby wanna talk but You walk out the door So, lately, I can't focus at all I'm feeling homesick I'm feeling lonely Can you hold me Nobody knows And now my bed Don't feel like my bed And now my head Don't feel like a place for me Again I'm gone off the meds Is this all for me, my god I can hardly breathe I can hardly fall asleep Can you talk to me I got nobody (Can you tell) All my friends are drugs Hating how it is And missing how it was Tell me how you feel Cause I'm calling out your bluff I'm closed off I'm caving in I gave you all my love All my friends are drugs Hating how it is And missing how it was Tell me how you feel Cause I'm calling out your bluff I'm closed off I'm caving in I gave you all my love Already fucked up Headed to the after party You're going to be there And I don't know If I can numb all the pain Pistol on my side I want to love you as a thug do I want to love inside the club Till the sun is up Pistol on my side I want to love you as a thug do I'm going to love you Like a thug I'm feeling homesick I'm feeling lonely Can you hold me Nobody ever loved me as you do