the floor is lava.

I'm running from something imaginary, the floor is lava Anything to keep me from going under A fire lit in me, and boy, did it fucking burn And even though my anger hurt, I still didn't fucking learn I pushed it to the side, but it won't wait its fucking turn I think I want to hurt somebody I feel so sick today, I think I want to hurt somebody Let this MC take you on a ride The fear is all consuming So I think I want to hurt somebody My body laid stripped and abused, I felt I could relate to Jesus on the crucifix But this time, we're beyond absolution How cruel! How cruel! How fucking devious are you You don't want me to get even My body is tainted, my body is soiled, my body isn't mine No, you don't want me to get even, nigga A body for a body, a body for a body I think I want to hurt somebody Me and my city swimming in denial Watching bodies pile, faux necrophiles I'm haunted by the ghosts of memories I can't push back An anger I can't distract, the fear that shapes my tasks You can't wash your hands of this The past is atrophic Can't have a plan for this, it's cancerous The hate that's been planted in this class of bastards Fear's a tool for pandering, so now I am the fate now, I am the one I am the sword now, I am the gun I am the God now, I am the sun I am the sword now, I am the, I am the Wait until I break, fate will take it's toll The hate in the soul makes a gaping hole The weight of the pole abates when faced with those past their breaking point Pretending it makes them whole It's a story as old as time One wants revenge, and so they pull out a shotty You know what they say, where there's a will, there's a body One of us will die here, nobody can stop me I'mma make you jump like the floor is lava, got the heat tucked, dance the mamba, banner homage Snakes want beef, it's on me to mop them See, the only things that we passed down are ash and honor They say you gotta keep the piece to keep the peace At least it seems the cycle will proceed with me We feed the beast, the beast is free The streets is screaming Looking for a truth they refuse to see, my g Fetishized the pain so it's something I could cope with I done used hoes just to know what control is Looking for catharsis, I done broke bridges, I done broke noses, I done had visions In an empty hallway, I done seen ghosts sit I done told god I ain't repenting for no sin I done got desperate, I done tried potions I done fell victim, ego hypnosis I'mma need to catch a body to quell this anger stagnant in me Yo, I think I wanna hurt somebody I'm owed a debt, and you're about to pay my father's sins Since you think this shit's a game, let the games begin I done put my body through a life of abuse So I used dualism as an excuse At the end of the day, I mislead you tryna duck the truth I am what you must rebuke I am the fate now, I am the one I am the sword now, I am the gun I am the God now, I am the sun I am the sword now, I am the, I am the Thinking about what happened before got me past tense Like some old vinyl, I'mma repress Fist clenched, bells toll, ain't no recess Wincing when somebody dies, thinking I'mma be next Presenting the severed head of a king, yelling, this is the real Louis I'm in my bag, you niggas is meals to me I turn emcees into chop suey, I'm cut throat I can make a good broth out of all our closet bones Y'all gonna need to leave another seat for my ego Don't get too close, you'll get heat stroke Elite prose, D is a cheat code Delete those beneath me A milli has tried defeat me Every attempt increasingly feeble The way I battle the truth, I feel like Kobe The self collapses inwards The relapse is imminent The attacks is intimate We all relate to the myth of Sisyphus I am the fate now, I am the one I am the sword now, I am the gun I am the God now, I am the sun I am the sword now, I am the, I am the I ain't bartering Too many rapists in this game that we're harboring Nobody here is sovereign But I get it, nothing is harder than burying heroes, it's bothersome You start to think of what it says about you You know they say, it takes a village Nobody's down for consequences, but loves a public lynching We in the streets be penny pinching, we can't pay for what we've done Down joy road is a river of blood How many of us accepted a darker fate because that's just how it was The nature of humanity is adaptation, this perception is a byproduct of cowardice Of course, you can't be to blame, it's the world that's insane, you're just a player in this Game What a shame, when one fails to assess the self through examples that are hyperbolic Granted one's worth as, at least we're not them The democratic solution The black household demands a philosophical Copernican revolution As we slowly spin the vinyl back Brooding I am the fate now, I am the one I am the sword now, I am the gun I am the God now, I am the sun I am the sword now