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Conversations by myself in the dark are less hard Figured what is the harm If I lay out my thoughts and glue them up like wallpaper Can always tear them if I change my mind later I don't stick around to find out Empty of thoughts like pillowtalk Lay me down to sleep I count sheep But even lost of track of that Disorganized rattle in my brain Can you hold me down? My heart races when we kiss I'd trade places with the rain if it's misting Just to catch you in it Soak like tattoos into your skin, A flat image of the last two minutes You look angelic when the shadows from the streetlamps splash your visage I love the secret little giggle when you finish Deep sighs when you're past your limits Put your thighs in my lap so I can press away the stress of the day I wanna drown in the sounds that you make when you say (I love you) I figure that it's harder to say, but I'm just me at the end of the day Is that okay? (I'm not going to) Find another treasure to take, or steal away in a daring escape before I say (I love you) It's fear that makes it harder to stay The same fear that keeps the others away (I'm going to) Make myself worthy to save (I'm going to) Make myself (I love you) (I'm not going to) (I love you) (I'm going to) (I'm going to) Maybe it was a past life A radio pumping Gladys knight Had our share of ups and downs But this is crazy enough to last, right? Like dang, let's adjust our plans Find two rings and the guts to ask Now I got you nodding yes Like the band was playing in fucking half time And the more things change the more they stay the same I love you like water, take it for granted until I need the rain Pray it won't be my fate to dehydrate, But I can be like Jay Put a ring on it but still frontin, Bey Stuck in the fast lane, can't get right Throw my hands up like midnight Not givin' up, but the finish line's on the other side Of this trench I've dug to keep this coward from the surface I'm sure my heart will soften between now and rigor mortis I got a thousand different worries Funny how this feels so certain You've been down since I was worthless 'Till we're drippin' like shower curtains Man how could I deserve it to be drowning in your current? The analogy's imperfect, but somehow I still get nervous Just to say (I love you) If all we ever have is today, I think tomorrow's the best time to complain So I'll just say (I'm not going to) Find any more excuses to make because Growing's accepting, knowing, and letting it fade away (I love you) It's pride that makes it harder to say The same pride that won your heart that day (I'm going to) Prove myself whatever it takes (I'm going to) Whatever it takes (I love you) (I'm not going to) (I love you) (I'm going to) (I'm going to)