WHY

Why? I wonder why? I'm loosing my mind And deep inside I really feel like I'm about to lose control C4 on my chest I know I'm blessed, but I'ma blow I know that ain't right But Fuck this pain bitch let's gets get HI Shit I'm bout to pour me up a pint A lot of bullshit on my mind But I just got to let it go I know god knows best He know what I carry on my soul I know that ain't right but fuck this pain bitch let's get HI I got pain I'll never show I know some shit they'll never know I was So scared to face my self I was at the point I couldn't grow I be my myself when I'm alone Can't get to comfortable at home Plus I don't really trust nobody That's why you'll catch me on my own Respect the one check on me daily Even thoe a Nigga grown And you can't tell no one yo secrets Or you bound to get exposed Paranoid I'm always reachin I'm fightin my demons with a pole What if my family x me out or I get set up by the broz When karma hit I did some shit That's Gone make it back fasho I hit some liks and did some shit was Spinning shit just like the globe I got brothers down the road And they ain't never comming home And I got brother on parole But I'm just glad they made it home And it Money over bitches CANT LET THEM TAKE ME OUT MY ZONE Can't get to caught up in these women They gone throw me off fasho So Stay focused on my hustle I'm Out side serving them O'z Day shift I work the block Night shift I work the stove Shit I barley get some sleep I be so focused on that load I'm Open 24/7 You can always hit my phone You can. Wake me out my sleep if I don't answer hit doe Road racing for that money I just prayed I make it home Why I wonder why I'm so sick and tired But my poker face is on so you will Never see me fold Play the cards I'm dealt So I can weather any storm Know that shit ain't right But fuck this pain bitch let's get High Why? I wonder why? I'm loosing my mind And deep inside I really feel like I'm about to lose control C4 on my chest And I know I'm blessed, but I'm about Blow I know that ain't right But Fuck this pain bitch let's gets get HI I'm TRING to get to rich to fight I need a condo in the sky I'm TRING to get so fucking rich They think I made a sacrifice These niggas really think they lit Till I blow out the candle light Open yo mind and close yo eyes Ill give yo vision a new site Now close yo mind open yo eyes You see I really lead the blind One of a kind Put that on shine No1 alive can dim my light One thang for certain I got a purpose I been searching for a sign I hope my kids can meet eachother Way before the day I die Luna got two older siblings And she need em in her life My babymomma let a Nigga claim my son and that ain't right And Shay just took my daughter from me Like I ain't need her in my life She did some shit she shouldn't have Did But 2 wrongs don't make a right My heart so cold it's in the fridge My back so scarred up from the knives I was born to go hard I stayed down and I survived 2 things for certain I know I'm destined so it's gonna take some time I done been through so much shit That you would think I lived twice Why I wonder why I'm loosing many and deep inside I really feel like I'm about to loose control C4 on my chest I know I'm blessed but ima blow