Just A Dream

I want to start by saying how I really want to truly change Cuz I can't be living like my old ways But look I know this is starting to sound strange So let me start to rearrange My true behavior that's been misplaced And for you I'm really trying to replace How my old behavior had me sounding Really had my head pounding When those foul words kept surrounding Our weird vibe we kept on hiding I really wished you didn't have me spiraling Cuz without you in my life would be a mess That would kill me surrounding all this stress Sometimes wish I could think of you less Cuz with you in mind I can't progress But with you in mind I can express My inner thoughts I have deep in my heart All the sorrows i had deep from the start Painted the walls in my head like rare art But all you wanted was to tear me apart Forced to watch you destroy my damn life In such pain because you were soon to be my damn wife But all you did was stab be with a damn knife You really had me staring in awe Cuz my emotions I spread were so raw Just for you to tell me "Nah nah nah nah nah" Nah, Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah Nah