Lonely 2

How you smile in my face then put dirt on my name They be talking they dont even know me Closest to you be the ones to blame Like how could you change thought you was my homie At the top it really get lonely Through the rain thuggin by my lonely For protection gotta keep it on me You could say that you love me but you gotta show me Someday ima run up a mill with the gang Same gang I can not change Niggas start to get motion it get to they brain I need money ion want the fame How you say you my homie and you acting strange We was thuggin thru them rainy days What happen nigga why you change? You showed your true colors I cannot complain Got the bag in my hand i gotta maintain And that choppa i love when it sang She keep calling my phone im letting rang Fuck her once i aint fucking again Like how you gon slide ina rain? Better suit up stop carrying kaines I been hurtin now sippin drank Got rid of my feeling so I could ease the pain I forgot how to love or to trust I notice the fake so i had to adjust Couple day ones switched up Had to cut em off it was a must All the anger feel me up with lust Said you love me i thought it was bluff I been hurtin going thru so much Like my heart is on fire burning into dust I just sit back and roll up my pain pour 4 in a sprite so i could forget it But its just for the moment cause when i wake up i swear i do not forget it So i hop ona beat and i speak what i feel only thing that help the healing And this shit from the heart so sit back and listen deep down hope you feel it When that pain hurt deep and you dont know why You can tell I aint right by the look in my eyes Gangsta to the core I was taught not to cry So I been taking these drugs to ease my mind If its me against the world wonder where you reside If it aint by me then bitch you can die I seen so many homicides I seen so many mommas cry Everyday gotta walk with a nine Skib ina cut he gon come from behind Young niggas stay totting that iron