Bad Decisions

Bad Decisions I make em' on a daily basis Deciding if I should brandish a knife If I should push white If I should take a life - throw away mine The bad outweighs the good every time Feels great chasin' money Feels better when I rhyme In our day to day lives It's tough living with poor pockets try to weigh up the price The price for an afterlife If my scales were judged now Would I see heaven? I'm a child of God Every bit of good I've done Just to make the bread leaven Every line I crossed doing stranger things like Eleven Man without a method Looking at the meth heads Wondering did they lie in it after making their beds? I need to remember what God said, said Need to remember what God said Love your neighbour as you love yourself But I hate my neighbour do I hate myself? People come by I don't want your help It's up to you life is heaven or hell Love your neighbour as you love yourself But I hate my neighbour do I hate myself? People come by I don't want your help It's up to you life is heaven or hell Feeling some type of way today Bout' shit I can't change Sick of people who save face Need to act retrained But it's redacted the reasons we put a mask on our face I don't want to be in debt Tryna live a life without regret Made one bad decision I can't let my mindset digress Ain't about a scale set But your heart instead Writing lines on notes like snorting coke with Elizabeth End of the day the pain in the syllabus I could still rhyme before I was literate I still feel pain that's how I'm expressing it Takes a couple of drinks before things start to sink in In sync with sin I'm living in a dream like I'm chewing psilocybin But I stay here vibin' (vibin') Love your neighbour as you love yourself But I hate my neighbour do I hate myself? People come by I don't want your help It's up to you life is heaven or hell Love your neighbour as you love yourself But I hate my neighbour do I hate myself? People come by I don't want your help It's up to you life is heaven or hell