Monday Sober

'm drinking by myself tonight Because my friends are doing good I hate that Im so pitiful But I would try if I could Attempt to write my feelings down It won't fix a thing I'm drinking til I drown Just trying to smooth all my pain I'm walking by myself tonight Because they all hit the hay I try to talk things out But I don't know what to say I'll down it in the bathroom For needed confidence I fully let my heart out It's disingenuous I don't need another Sunday night I exhale then lose my sight I don't need another Sunday fight Park the car and go for a ride I been looking for my Sunday light Lose control and tell me I'm right I'll just blame it on a disorder Cause I don't want another Monday sober Another hit, another chill I'll try to quit, I don't think I will Feel the drip go down my throat It's a Shitty way to try to cope A Runny nose, she points it out I say I'm fine I felt her doubt I say "It's alright just get on top" I feel the pain, I won't say stop A drip of sweat traces my spine Another lyric, another line I put it down, and light one up Some tired eyes, an empty cup I fill it up, but they've had enough They've grown out of all this stuff Another beer, another life Don't wanna stop, don't wanna cry I don't need another Sunday night I exhale then Lose my sight I don't need another Sunday fight Park the car and go for a ride I been looking for my Sunday light Lose control and tell me I'm right I'll just blame it on a disorder Cause I don't want another Monday sober