Purple

I've had this feeling since I left my last thought Sprawled out on the floor like a body lined with chalk The bridge to never where I'm locked in caucus Tried to escape forever in a van with sharks Its like watching a bathtub fill up with scalding water You can't move close but your eyeballs are glued to the faucet You can rake your hand across it to see if sweats droppin' Now your hands are bound together because of exhaustion I scream at the surface to see if I can makes waves across it Claw at the air like a cockroach who's chests on top it Pour soap in the corners till it's bubbling frothing Dye the water yellow to please the eye of of watchers I can't describe what it means to stop it I reach for the plug Undo the drain Wash out all the mud I hope to Not take part in the water Can't swim without my floaties But a handsome rubber ducky keeps me company well mostly Stop dropping the time bombs like bath bombs they foam up the water Clouding my vision I'm sprinkling dust On-top of the surface I hope to feel earthy Grounded feelin' bein see I'm really pooled on carpet Can't look in the mirror since the steam has washed across it Carve a new smile, my finger drags, collecting dirt and dots of drops I locked both the bathroom doors I added a third one I'm not a nerd or not what you heard of Trying to keep it even Steven Heathens I see'em I heal'em Give'em my hand because I'm nauseous Sick of human twisters grabbing my storm drain and plugging My mouth with filth and cotton like why clean my ears I'm not it Not what you want I know what you've heard I'm hoping you'll escape this Leave me alone to my bath tub since I need to clean the statement The last thing that I said just didn't do what I wanted Just didn't do what I needed Just didn't do what I pleaded Now I'm doing what I'm pleasing Bow to me I'm dreaming