Faded

Selfish actions I'm a bastion for the higher self What you mean you can't see being with nobody else Holding on to what's familiar If there was a doubt in my mind I'm gettin rid of her Played that game the last time No more begging me or please don't leave me trash lines Tired of being late to go Wasting time and energy not something I'll do anymore Years that start to feel like hours Now the hours turning back to years because our love went sour If I take you back what kinda message Does that start to send come on baby let's stop pretending This is something we can even mend This shit way too broken I don't even know where to begin No more cleaning off our sins no more trying to repent I think it's time to lament over all the blood we spent Girl I loved you but those feelings since have slipped away Rinsing off my soul of all the ink that I had let you stain When it comes to my revenge I think I'll just abstain Think I'll just refrain From saying everything my homies said that I should say Think it's better off to let you go and finally walk away Can't be chasing after us no more that loves begun to fade I've been getting drunk more than I'm used to Stay up late at night thinking bout you Dark nights in my living room Wondering if it be worth it have her coming through She tryna make it all on YouTube Influencer and a guru She know just how we should make up I know just how we should break up So now I'm racing for the bag and told them all to run it Indianapolis 5 times a hundred Come rollin up and we can all get blunted Pull up to the function Im walking in and see lil mama blushin We pulled off Hopped in the whip S7 goin 100 Hedonistic how I play my actions No longer missing out on dreams Not caught in no distractions But that's okay I chose a different path I walked me another way I gave you all my world My love it was here to stay Im talking crazy like you was something I can't replace But now I see that's partly true Yes it's true I'll never find no one that's gon be quite like you But that's not what I'm tryna do Learned from my mistakes I'm moving on to something based in truth Moving on to something better Someone who can stay through all the stormy weather I guess I should of just know better I guess I shoulda know you couldn't force forever Girl I loved you but those feelings since have slipped away Rinsing off my soul of all the ink that I had let you stain When it comes to my revenge I think I'll just abstain Think I'll just refrain From saying everything my homies said that I should say Think it's better off to let you go and finally walk away Can't be chasing after us no more that loves begun to fade I've been getting drunk more than I'm used to Stay up late at night thinking bout you Dark nights in my living room Wondering if it be worth it have her coming through She tryna make it all on YouTube Influencer and a guru She know just how we should make up I know just how we should break up