Forgive me for my Sins

Father please forgive me for my sins Even though I know deep down I'll do em again The voices in my head just sound like whispers in the wind For you I really need to find a better way to live Way to live Unless Hell freezes For my well being I'm a tell Jesus No help needed I will rest easy when I'm dead dreaming Evil thoughts that I plot in my head scheming Life is a bitch in my bed bleeding Dear god it is odd how I get even I got more problems and way less reasons I will not take back what I said freely The devil's been observing me Now personally Cuz I keep murdering At first degree These beats as a courtesy It's perfectly Bringing out the worst in me It hurts to see That's why y'all blind to the facts Time to attack Losing my mind when I rap I will collapse Ima set fire to the match Rising from last Place I'm colliding with tracks Rhyming so fast The angels calling They say it's my turn I been waiting for it I want a crowd full of jealousy that hates applauding But at the end they say it was a great performance Look in the mirror can't stand my reflection Hide from the past and I ran from the present I have become the one man of depression My mind and my heart can't stay in connection I really need a outlet Cuz a Stable life I haven't found yet Only time I ever rest is a mountain Lost track of days I stopped counting I am becoming a lunatic I question myself like who is this How I take my life and ruin it I know The man upstairs ain't cool with it but Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep If I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take Father please forgive me for my sins Even though I know deep down I'll do em again The voices in my head just sound like whispers in the wind For you I really need to find a better way to live Way to live Father please forgive me for my sins Even though I know deep down I'll do em again The voices in my head just sound like whispers in the wind For you I really need to find a better way to live Way to live Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep If I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take Unless satan takes a vacation And the Bible's pages become vacant If not I'm praying that I'll make it Up into the gates is what I'm saying Above my head there's no halo I don't carry the wings of an Angel The things we live for can be fatal Don't put all your cards on the table Now don't get me wrong I'm blessed like a sneeze But the good and the bad will never agree My lyrics like demons I'm setting them free I have made sins I won't ever unsee I might forgive what I slowly forgot My soul has been dead for so long that it rotts So in this music give it all that I got Game of billiards I'm calling the shots I thank god for every breath that I take Not careful with every step that I make The voices in my head just get in the way I'm ignoring by setting them straight I don't beg for acceptance I'm blind and def To your lessons Every bar I spits a death sentence Every bar I spit I really meant it I hope these words can carry me I'm afraid one day they'll burry me Life's blurry I need clarity Maybe I need some therapy because I am becoming a lunatic I question myself like who is this How I take my life and ruin it I know The man upstairs ain't cool with it but Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep If I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take Father please forgive me for my sins Even though I know deep down I'll do em again The voices in my head just sound like whispers in the wind For you I really need to find a better way to live Way to live Father please forgive me for my sins Even though I know deep down I'll do em again The voices in my head just sound like whispers in the wind For you I really need to find a better way to live Way to live Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep If I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take