What I've Been Through

This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview What if you know nothing as pain since the day of birth What if you know nothing as being alone, and it hurts What if you lost your faith for being always the one That put all the energy on it, afterwards people gone What if you know that everything you touch went wrong But wish that things change to refill power to leading someone What if you feel guilty at the end is this just a plan Just checkpoints to get ready for the things we stand I’m like an angel, but you never saw my wings extended All the tears I’ve been through, reasons for the unexpected Is this just a dream or the price to be splendid Dear Lord, I thought I deserve a sort of balance My soul burns to ashes, a thousand scars and scratches Hell or heaven, asking myself those questions All my life I’ve been kept in the dark My place since day one But I wanna be remembered when I’m gone This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview He’s in jail with handcuffs as he walks away Case closed, he’s a murderer nothing to explain Real talk, in fact he choked throats with broken bones He soaked souls depression runs outta control Deep inside it’s dark and cold Kinda like a zone in the universe eating you up Like a black hole, but there’s hope Love isn’t far away on this road It’s called rehabilitation you’re not alone Faces, all over the place Try to look strong with a poker face A prison’s game, to maintain that place But they fear the flames and they fear mistakes What a waste with these mates You better remember Rabi, there’s love in the air Wash your sins away, start and try to take care And better beware of an evil affair Walk away and swear To keep your head up through the nightmares This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview This is what I’ve been through This is what I’ma do Cuz I’ma - cuz I’ma Looking through my rearview