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Anorexic afraid of gaining weight tryna be The beauty standard preference Shouting out, but no one gets the message I feel weak inside so I've been stressing Telling me to eat isn't enough when this shit started at 11 I hate my body, wish it was off me, this ain't no reference I just assume I'm a pig until someone tells me I'm skin and bones Even then I say you don't know me Even then I say leave me alone I know I got a problem mama that's why I cry The only time I can eat food is when outrageously high Fuck myself, i've never been a good person God didn't give you a good figure cuz you don't deserve it I've been riding by myself, solo I ain't got time for another, broken heart Maybe I could get love though Drugs they give me good love tough Baby give me good love tough Maybe I could get love though Drugs they give me good love tough Baby give me good love tough I was thinking bout love Maybe I could get some What is life without drugs How would I still have fun? They sweet like orange potatoes Until they turn on you, everybody boo, get tomatoes Y'all's cameras point and shoot, paparazzi moves, I'm in danger Maybe I could get love though Drugs they give me good love tough Baby give me good love tough