Pity Party

Maybe I'm just kidding myself you know Maybe I am just dreaming to big and I'll never actually get to see it come true A lot shit I think about a lot of times Maybe I'm just Doing to much Scale this shit down and Come back down to real life Come back down to earth You know Maybe I'm not going hard enough in daily practice Maybe it's cause I'm absent from the streets And I'm not active May it's cause I'd really rather show you with my actions Cause I done gave it everything Maybe I'm just not rapping good enough for big reactions Maybe I'm just satisfactory but not satisfaction Maybe Talent in the bigger picture is only Just a fraction Cause I done put my heart in it Maybe I'm not attractive Maybe it's just this road to slippery for any traction Maybe I just lack the charisma of mr Jackson Maybe it's the clothes ain't keeping up with the fashion Maybe it's the tone ain't able to feel my passion Maybe I'm not meant for the hills or Calabasas Maybe I'm not made to be lade up inside a mansion Maybe I'm just to boring on day to day interactions Maybe I'm just to passive Maybe I'm too real and people prefer the actin Maybe I'm too slow at keeping up with adaption Maybe it's the weight I won't make it without subtractions Maybe the games crowded and suffering from impaction Maybe my fates decided and all of this is protraction Maybe it's fuck the truth and Participate in the capping Maybe it's my stance I don't walk around like a captain Maybe this wasn't meant for me only just a distraction Maybe I'm not learning from mistakes and what has happened Maybe this this maybe that I thought I was done with my childish ways but it looks like the cry baby's back That won't do If I'm going through all this pain then I'm at least coming out of it with a Mercedes black I heard success is the sweetest revenge and I got so much of it to be paying back Pity party's over bitch I'm bout to light the city up I'm in here to stay for life so Ain't no getting rid of us The fact that I ain't made it yet is honestly ridiculous My hubris my confidence I'm going down like Icarus Naw that ain't me life jacket and a parachute Jumping at the sun in my air Jordan pair of shoes All of y'all is week it ain't my fault that you can't bare the truth you tell ''em bout your dreams it's like you stupid how they state at you Y'all just small minded you ain't gifted with the vision I line up my goals I then I Hit em with precision I was trying to spit some game and None of y'all would listen Now we in a coupe right off the lot the roof is missing I feel like I'm 21 a savage on a mission Questions I got 21 is you riding or you ditching Rolls that's a 21 brand new edition I can't wait to spend like 21 thousand at the dentist Copped one and got my wifey back to back Mercedes Took a trip to Paris and she fucking on me crazy You got it and you goofing off all of y'all is lazy I've been tryna Learn to make a million on the daily Gotta do it everyday only way to scratch the itch Learn the mistakes of others if wanna make it rich I keep all my money in investments not my pockets bitch Y'all be tryna show it off I'm tryna make profits flip Guess we moving different I guess we moving different in this bitch I can vibe with you Guess we moving different I guess we moving different in this bitch I can vibe with you