Find A Way

I know what you think There's real artists then me But you're wrong I'm skating along headed to the brink Whatever tho I sneeze on a beat like I need a Benadryl And that would better than whatever they wrote Please Need to start putting these feelings in an envelope Signed stamped and sealed It's better if I just let it go I got no love in my heart There's a hole in my soul I'm not good at keeping it close Better at letting it go I don't do X's and O's You think I think I'm better proves that you don't even know No reception got me guessing my messages never came across Couldn't even hear me if I put it in a megaphone How bout we raise glass Put a fake smile on, have a toast Cause this for everybody feeling like their all alone You gotta find a way Back to you, back to me Gotta find I gotta find A way A way A way A way Find, find a way I'll find a way Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah I gotta find, find a way I'll find a way I'll find a way to you You gotta find a way Back to you, back to me Gotta find I gotta find A way A way A way A way Holding grudges got my arms weak Got me salty like it's Palm Beach, knowing It's in arms reach But I can't stretch it, I can't leverage My skill set isn't food and beverage that's not what I was blessed with You can't complain and be all upset If you the life that you never get is because you never put in the effort That's the harsh truth that I need to hear more Need to stop blaming others, half the time it was my own fault You try to help the world they calling you a show off If you fall back then their in your face saying you could do more It's hypocritical But I'm so analytical, I hear the criticism but I never take it literal I still got a lot of work to do inside of me And it's been a minute since I been in a school I'll be at it till till my spirit leaves my physical I'd rather try and fail than to never even try at all