Bad Habits

I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna do this on my own Cause I been down this lonely road Still got a bad habit I don't wanna be unknown Feeling so completely far from home It's so damn cold Can't kill it I still got a bad habit I know what you say When I turn my back Black out on another night Fragments of my vision When I'm sitting lonely in a stuffy room Regret setting in Another what the fuck did i just do No more sleep No more peace No more chill now Every waking moment feeling like a panic now What you need What you see in me Never needed me Wearing all my demons way too proudly Cannot lay beside you without feeling like a fraud Holding you in the dark hurts my soul I weep from my heart Peaceful as you sleep I stay up Ceiling staring back at me Restless nights really do get the best of me Push away not like I was an angel or saint I'm more likely insane I will never take on the blame I got some bad habits That I'll probably never work on That's the problem I rather just watch another walk on I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna do this on my own Cause I been down this lonely road Still got a bad habit I don't wanna be unknown Feeling so completely far from home It's so damn cold Can't kill it I still got a bad habit Got my soul back After my heart was attacked Bitch was so cruel Running the black magic It was that tragic Left my home worried after the same fucking story Got a lot of bad thoughts and they all end in misery Taking her back Whisper the bad Things that I said Never regret All of times had on the Earth Or on the bed I got a bad few habits and they hold my soul captive Pressing all her buttons at the wrong time is my passion My victim complex be a silly mutha' fucka' Running up the credit just to be accepted mutha' fucka' Sit in Sunset traffic we back to the highway Rearview mirror saying bye to my demon ways Im difficult Just a little different in the way I'm coded Acting out the The fucking same in my 30s Im a bastard now Where did I go Letting all my self worth Simmer down I wish in all the ways I never met her Cos I'm drowning now Im finally out I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna do this on my own Cause I been down this lonely road Still got a bad habit I don't wanna be unknown Feeling so completely far from home It's so damn cold Can't kill it I still got a bad habit I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna do this on my own Cause I been down this lonely road Still got a bad habit I don't wanna be unknown Feeling so completely far from home It's so damn cold Can't kill it I still got a bad habit