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I don't wanna dwell on all the blue You know that I That is true But now look at us we're through Swear that I'll make it right I don't know how or when But just give me time Please It's what I wish we had together I'll love you bad forever I wish we had forever I wish that things were different I regret decisions Making it difficult living I'm on that road to redemption You'd think I'd learned my lesson I'm not a perfect specimen The way that you are You are Perfection And when they ask the question You got the rest of your life With whom do you want to spend it You Now I'm stuck with nothing have to cope And I don't wanna cope I wanna hold you close I wanna treat you right Is there somebody else Maybe another guy He don't love you like I do And you know that is not no lie And I know lots of things I've done That have you questioning like why And I know lots of things I've done That I regret throughout my life But for sure my number one Would be to let you go tonight Because I know we still have love That we just need to ignite I don't ever wanna lose you And I find The person All of space All of time It doesn't even matter what you do This shit is unconditional I'll always wish you well I know I'm dead to you And that you wish me hell Like let me run it back one more time yeah I promise that I won't waste your time no I want you in my arms one more time yeah I pray That we still got time together I'm telling all my friends that I'm tryna get over you Like every time I get a text I pretend I don't hope it's you And I know what I've done now I know I'm not owed the truth But just communicate I'd do whatever you told me to And every move I make Incorrect I stare at my phone like somethings gon change When I hit refresh I'm just tryna be my best I'm just tryna be my best I'm just tryna be my uh I'm just tryna live a life I don't regret So when I'm gone When I'm dead Time spent Money spent Nothing left What I leave Did live Anxiety Did it persist And did I reach Or did I let Everything just get the best of me And did you ever come back Man I guess we'll see We're talking bout what we want most in our lives For me that is indefinitely I don't even know I don't even know Know I need to go See the fucking sun or Get out of my room I Been cooped up all Motherfucking summer I'm skipping out on dinners I'm skipping out on lunches I been eating punches I been eating beats Self prod by the way I play that digital percussion Let me tell you something Let me tell you something I know I'm worth nothing But I'll be worth something And that day couldn't come fucking soon enough man And when that day fucking comes Will you be there with me Oh my god man I know that that question silly But fucking why do I know that that question silly I mean regardless I'm walking like Harden Before I stop on this path you gon have to kill me The day I stop on this path is the day I kill me Or the day I make it I know I have to make it It's either that or I blow my motherfucking brains in And if you'd care if I did then I'm just playing But to be honest man I'm not motherfucking playing But to be honest man I'm not motherfucking uh-