lost will.

Yeah I lost the will to live There's no fucking point in me trying Yeah, feel so sick There's no fucking point of me crying Haven't slept for shit, uh There's no fucking point, it ain't tiring Man, I act like a bitch I regret every second of my life, well I might be retiring They ask me how I'm going by I almost stabbed myself but I said that I'm fine They used to my cold expressions so they do not see the emotions I'm going through all of the time Only time that I see the line Is when I sniff away the problems I been keeping inside Empty every bottle, yeah, I'm going out of my mind Wake up on the floor like 10k times Everyday, every minute and second in I'm just thinking about her, it's sickening Worst part, she is probably listening And her boyfriend as well, man this ain't it I'm not fucking stable, I can't take it all I'm a stupid ass coward who can't fight with his own emotions 'Cause my feelings strong and compared to them, I'm not at all Well I'm not at all I lost my will to live Ay I'm bout sick and tired of living on lies so I'm trying to chill Face Damn my skin's getting pale Face All of my enemies rage Well, guess that I'm fucking dead I wished upon it now this is it Working tireless but never fed Had the idea of dying at 12 But fuck, did it not work I'm with nobody's help when I need most And I see you on my media, why you tryna lurk? Fills me up with rage when you talking 'bout me in a post I have nowhere to go now Run 'till I fall down No one to call now Fight in a brawl now Fight 'till I crawl down Will I survive, how? I've managed to turn all my bros into foes now I lost the will to live There's no fucking point in me trying Yeah, feel so sick There's no fucking point of me crying Haven't slept for shit, uh There's no fucking point, it ain't tiring Man, I act like a bitch I regret every second of my life, well I might be retiring