Run From My Pain

I been tryna run I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain I been tryna run I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain I lost my brain and my sane Seems impossible for me to regain Walking through the rain I'm alone in the cold All on my own tryna find a home I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain I lost my brain and my sane Seems impossible for me to regain Walking through the rain I'm alone in the cold All on my own tryna find a home Lately I been bored So I been getting high to entertain I been tryna find a way I been tryna escape I been locked up in this cage Fighting demons everyday Tired In need of a break My anxiety been keeping me away So tired of trusting the fake Before I step foot on the grass Wish I checked for snakes My mind at times can move fast So fast that I forget to hit the breaks No I don't wanna loose this race Just wanna find my place I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain I lost my brain and my sane Seems impossible for me to regain Walking through the rain I'm alone in the cold All on my own tryna find a home I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain I lost my brain and my sane Seems impossible for me to regain Walking through the rain I'm alone in the cold All on my own tryna find a home I wonder if I'll change sometimes I wanna destroy the picture that I paint I'm hearing voices in my head One side telling me I'll be ok The other side saying it's over for me The sad truth is I agree with them I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain I lost my brain and my sane Seems impossible for me to regain Walking through the rain I'm alone in the cold All on my own tryna find a home I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain I lost my brain and my sane Seems impossible for me to regain Walking through the rain I'm alone in the cold All on my own tryna find a home I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain I been tryna run I been tryna run from my pain