They Fear Me

I'm thinkin' 'bout quittin' rappin', tell the truth, I'm never happy The politics come with the shit, be makin' me feel like snappin' They hidin' all my music, so I don't get too many views I'm still doin' my thing, but it don't do what it used to do They only show support to you in public, when it's cool So they hidin' all they love for you in private I keep it too real, they fear me, I want the world to hear me I know Lil Boosie, Tory Lanez, and DaBaby feel me They try to mute the real niggas who voicin' they opinion But I'm realer than the realest, so they gon' have to take me serious And if you don't give me this Grammy, I'ma steal it I've been nominated nine times, I'ma need me one of them bitches Got Cardi B money, I could've did a song with Nicki I missed out on a lot of opportunity, that's given Bringin' street shit in the business, every day another killin' Meetin' new niggas, but I can't believe they livin' how I'm livin' So I don't really be feelin' 'em I've been distant from my niggas, tryna get me together They ain't benefitin' me, but they just want me to help 'em Take my losses by myself, but when I'm winnin', we winnin' Can't believe I made it out, they really want my position It's like the come-up was more funner, you can still hear the hunger I still be hangin' where I hung up, shootin' dice in the gutter 'Member beefin' with my brothers in the same house, barely talked I figured out, dawg, all we got is each other Bringin' pain to my mama and we already poor Wonderin' why we gotta struggle, evictions on the door Lost a lot and lost some more, I got it bad Gotta raise my children straight, but I ain't never had a dad to learn from I'm a baby with three babies, they got Ms in they savings Why I gotta kill myself to make these people embrace me? Rappers passin' me, I'm busy doin' calendars Makin' up for all the time I lost, so I'm sittin' in the canister