Pain In Me

I got this pain in me Demons crawling back, no one to blame but me Making all this cash don't feel the same to me Don't got a lot of friends, got a lot of enemies They envy me Hennessy my remedy, know you just a memory Know you weren't the one for me I know you still think of me Back then I was broke, but I went and got a check now Why you hit my phone, always bitching got me stressed out But I don't miss you baby Always had a fucking issue baby I thank God that you ain't have my fucking baby Dodging all them nights you woulda drove me crazy All that love you showed me you was probably faking Prolly only stayed because that sex amazing Hope you doing better now, I been doing good since you ain't came around Like a snake you was so sneaky, jokes on you you cannot hurt me I got this pain in me Demons crawling back, no one to blame but me Making all this cash don't feel the same to me Don't got a lot of friends, got a lot of enemies They envy me I been putting drugs in my body tryna numb the pain Every time I start feeling some love I gotta run away I been on a mission run it up, I'm on a paper chase I done really ran it up from nothing, see why they be hating Life's good, life amazing You tryna spill your feelings, save it I'm the type to pour some in a cup Mix it up, and take it down and pour another one Liquor in my body, blood running thin Looking at this bitch like "I'm gon' sin again" Girl look what you did you broke my heart into pieces I don't know if I'm gon' love again I got this pain in me Demons crawling back, no one to blame but me Making all this cash don't feel the same to me Don't got a lot of friends, got a lot of enemies They envy me If you loved me so much then why'd you lie to me Babygirl you had my trust you was posed to ride for me Even let you see a whole different side to me Had to go and make that peace that you weren't right for me