Hurting (Vocal Version)

I am hurting Feelings worrying Breaking and crying Slowly I'm dying I am hurting Feelings worrying Breaking and crying Slowly I'm dying Life's putting me through the most its really wearing me down Was a king now I got a broken dented rusted crown If i could just get through this if I could get through that But then another fucking thing in my life starts to attack I react cause it pulled me right off of my track And I've fought so fucking hard just to try and get back My heart is in pieces and my mind is shattered Beat broken and bruised looking all tattered I'm just afraid if its time to let our lives divide I'm sucking up my pride hoping it survived I wish I felt like my friends were by my side Feeling like no one gives a fuck or is ever down to ride One step at time but it feels like I'm going to slow I've been fighting this pain that's been hurting my soul Its three in the morning and I think I'm feeling down All these thoughts in isolation it feels like no one is around I am hurting Feelings worrying Breaking and crying Slowly I'm dying I am hurting Feelings worrying Breaking and crying Slowly I'm dying And when I send my music out I wish id get more than that's cool I put my heart and my soul in this and you make me feel like a fool And would it kill you to share a post and write a little message Cause for any of my friends I could write a fucking passage And if I make you song about how much you mean to me It would be nice if I could get a reaction that doesn't leave me empty Feeling sickly maybe I'm crazy for having all these emotions Maybe I should just fuck off without any commotion I use to think all you needed was the support drive and initiative But now I see its about your popularity if it fits their narrative Cause if the death doesn't hit than the distance will getcha Turn myself into a ghost and then just make friends with all these rappers Cause I don't need any sympathy I just need someone to fuck with me I don't need the fucking fake things I only fuck with the real things I am hurting Feelings worrying Breaking and crying Slowly I'm dying I am hurting Feelings worrying Breaking and crying Slowly I'm dying