Alone In my Feelings (Vocal Version)

I'm alone in my own my feelings Can someone come talk to me Sitting alone in my own feelings Can someone please save me I'm alone in my room thinking Can you turn on the light Sitting alone in my room crying I just feel like dying To be this fucking anxious I know isn't healthy for me I'm always assuming the worst cause that's just how it be I fear you will be caught in shooting or crash on the freeway Or doctor calls telling me you will have three months left they say I cant help it babe I was just born this way I wish I wasn't like this and could get through the day I sigh throughout the day and act like I'm in a play All these people around me are actors looking for their pay I sit up at night thinking bout the many different confrontations All I ever feel is alone in my own feelings And I would kill to feel alive again But I don't sleep anymore the end I'm so isolated and broke that my soul is feeling poor Music don't even get me stoked now but I try to write the score Maybe its just cause I feel like too everyone I'm a bore And I just wanna know if you sleep anymore I'm alone in my own my feelings Can someone come talk to me Sitting alone in my own feelings Can someone please save me I'm alone in my room thinking Can you turn on the light Sitting alone in my room crying I just feel like dying Back then when I said id start a label and make this legit All my friends said they'd be right there real quick But now I'm looking out the window like where'd you all go And I'm just wondering why they'd even say that for And I'm still disappointed direct gave up on the team Maybe I pushed him to hard to work on all these things I just wanted you to succeed and be the best you you can be Cause I believe in you bro and I know we can achieve the dream And sometimes I wish the past could be a little different Even though I wouldn't change a thing cause it shaped me indifferent I just wish I could depend on my father a little more in life Some shit from when I was younger I really needed at night And I wish certain people never stabbed me in the back Cause I thought we had a pretty good friendship in fact I try to let go of the past but the futures looking bleak Cause if I live in the now the pain might take away my speech I'm alone in my own my feelings Can someone come talk to me Sitting alone in my own feelings Can someone please save me I'm alone in my room thinking Can you turn on the light Sitting alone in my room crying I just feel like dying