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My home is not home Your home feels home My home is not home Your home feels home My home is like a ball of cloud It has its limits Atmosphere is different when they smoke it all out without a vention Your surroundings become a witness when I'm making it rain down into business My home is bugged I hate to be bothered but when they catch it buzzing? They gotta release the swat in Tumbling down like rocks they skip over waters I walked in I grew up unstable like Stephen Hawking struggling to walk again My computers not Einstein if you think I'm the smartest I've made some bad choices, my brain is corrupt like an ISS I don't know how my world keeps the shit revolvin' with viruses my home's involved in How can I call it home when I have to go to my homies It's not a kitchen when you don't supply the groceries No one is home grown, so how can you grow trees and be stable with falling leaves that everyone is smoking I feel like I'm gettin' nowhere in life I'm at my lows with this light bulb I smoke out of to reach somewhere high So, when you compare me to a poltergeist I might as well be one since I've made it to the otherside I'm not Tony Hawk but when I get on deck Someone's always gotta rail me off the edge I'm a train wreck when they rob it then my home becomes a show,, it's ridiculous leaving notes "Dyrdek" I can only hold so much in like this pen I've led everything like an Arthur wrote his greatest hits You're a killing joke 'Cause you live in fantasy worlds It's almost like your spiderwick Broken down bed frames scattered with a couple lays on a napkin, watching blu ray Been home alone for the whole day waiting for my mom to arrive, staying up a little too late Sister's pregnant with her first child but I'm hoping I don't lose faith Andrew's on the way to a new place, but my sister just showed me what a two face means Soon she'll be gone to texas, it'll never be the same but what do you think? What do you see? A falling family tree I guess falling branches always do break We've been living on a tightrope but I see a lot of people rocking loose chains Fast forward, we're alone living on complex B8 next to blue gates Cheyenne near LV Boulevard in VT where I met my first true mate So intricate to detail but I'll retail Let you know all the times that I would fail I guess life isn't so simple, I've been feeling like I'm Dune There's no room for a rune mace Lightning strikes every time that I shoot snakes So ain't no wonder why I hide in the shadows, I've been lowkey Reminiscing bout the times I started feeling lonely Sat up on the perch looking down at my homies Gunshots on my mind and late nights at the bar My mind was playing a poker with a chip on my shoulder, I had to show kings Bet on my whole damn life, I gotta make it out and make a name for myself like she told me I was getting close to 13 when I first tried monster energy with my homie before the school bell rang Another drama episode, I was tired of feeling like I was killing myself for a trophy Tired of 12 year olds acting like they know me You never knew me, not even my family knows all the times that I tried to OD I guess I never had a home in the first place