pawn

Got tripwire hooks where i'm standing They taunt me cause i'm too outlandish I'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon They ask me Autie, how the fuck do you manage Told me i reap what i sow I ain't do shit; i'm on the go So many people i don't even know Wishing me well; i just wanna compose Write me a eulogy, be sure to show All that i overcame way down the road You wouldn't believe it Coming from the mouth of the one Who's already been disposed It's like i'm not here And i can't take it I'll set off a flare on my tongue Till i'm breaking And she don't hit up my line, but i get it We're one in the same I love isolation I'm living in a masquerade My mind had mutated from it's radiation I know me best when it hits dusk But then i'm falling off by dawn This patience forsaken me; heartless and gone So i stay prolongued Well, more-so i'm stunned This madness that was casted I honestly love Got tripwire hooks where i'm standing They taunt me cause i'm too outlandish I'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon They ask me Autie, how the fuck do you manage Hate in my veins I do not self-proclaim Bit the metal in my mouth I'm pouring red right outta my face Empty tank, but i'm up I'm exhausted and i rank For every fodder, it's our father That'll grant you heavy rain It's too calm For such an uneventful evening My stomach's in the corner teething Scold me as my breath's depleting I guess that you ain't understand the first time I ain't gonna run it back, there's way too many landmines I'm numbing to nostalgia That's the only thing that's kept me in a safe space I'm sick of feeling stuck inside the same place Got tripwire hooks where i'm standing They taunt me cause i'm too outlandish I'll scorch their skin like a god damn dragon They ask me Autie, how the fuck do you manage This is not where i belong There's piranhas in the pond Pawn Pawn Pawn-paw-paw p-p-p Fuck I need a challenger I'm up so early, i'm my own manager Even if my name is someone's you haven't heard They'd still wanna Rip me out of the fucking earth These scissors and wine are combining Shut the fuck up Let me get back to dining The taste of acceptance is oh so refreshing When mixed in with vengeance Old habits are tempting They ask me Autie, how the fuck do you manage