Snow White, I Think I'm Bipolar

I've been on a cocaine diet I lost twenty pounds that was in a week Watch me pop these two Addy's too Up till six I can't sleep I feel like a freak Almost made it, sixteen lines, maybe that's why I never met Peep I've been screaming these cries through this megaphone, but in the end I'm alone Questions like do y'all think drugs put me on auto pilot like I'm a drone Y'all come and go like I guess when you need weed, I'll see you on my phone Doesn't help I up and left the only place I knew I could call home Got some issues starting with codependence I gotta fix them on my own She asked how I'm doing fine, well, my feelings something that I learned to disown While we being honest love, I don't see us getting back together when we grown Bitch you make me feel like I'm psychotic You play these word games like its scrabble, persuasion in your voice, you know that it's melodic Can't recall the last time you made my head stop Upstairs still running track meets like it's sonic Conversing together makes my will to live, microscopic Please stop hitting my phone you gotta stop it I'd rather chill with the boys back in the tropics Since you've been gone weights lifted off my shoulders Replaced you with an avalanche of white, boulders Watch me hit new levels, neck'll have boulders Heart hit rock bottom I'm only growing fucking colda I don't think I'll fall asleep Anytime real soon I just want eternal rest Mr. grim, sew sum I can reap Sitting in this god damn room no cliche, this shit my fucking tomb Od on my lonely, yeyo, shrooms, cid, I don't care I'll meet God, Broly Fuck your ice and your hockey goalie, I don't need that or no fucking Rollie Bet y'all didn't know Brodeur wore that red like the god damn best matador All I need is drugs to reach my destiny In my room desk with design, this shit like an emergency I've been fiending for another, but I got eight bucks on my mother Never prevail, cuz drugs always the cause of my derail Bought another O too, banks about to fail, now my life about to sail Oh brother