NC Summers Director's Commentary

I walk around the neighborhood i grew up in looking at white houses Leaning against the rolling lawns right next to me And I realized that Domestica sounds miserable Coming home to the same place every day laying in the same bed Next to the same woman every night only fucking twice a year On New Years and my birthday and besides that we sit on other sides of a bed Raising kids I didn't even want and putting them through college Staying at a job I fucking hate so we can get them braces for free And I'll punch holes in trees just to feel something And we will start arguments just to feel alive again Over buying the wrong kind of coffee Or who is gonna take the kids to soccer practice Or if the lawn needs to be mowed or not Or if we should renew our vows Or which credit card we are gonna use to buy groceries Or if the kids can have ice cream before bed Or if I should end it all right here right now In 50 years your gonna be old and wrinkly And I'll have a giant beer belly And a liver the size of a football The kids visit sometimes and the grandkids come too And all I can think of is the fact that they might turn out like us We don't fight anymore our voices are too tired And we've called each other all the names we could think of I just go out to the grocery store to buy some Marlboro blacks I don't even smoke I just need to get out of the house Hoping that one time I will come back home and you are dead But every time I open the door I see you sitting there Watching your nostalgia TV trying to go back to the good old days But those died when I proposed to you And when we die I hope our kids don't bury as together I can't sleep next to you for eternity I can't sleep next to you for eternity I can't sleep next to you for eternity I can't fucking do it I can't fucking do it Just burn me alive instead Burn me alive instead Please