MY 0WN HER0

Made it out they thought they can hold us Lost some ground been patient for too long Living my life just wanting control ive Realized this not what I envisioned I'm not living the life that I thought I needed and This mind state I'm fucking leaving it Don't wanna be here anymore Give it my all gotta my ass out the door Need some solutions couldn't think of it Pondering on that thought It keeps me wide awake My hands up fighting for some better days Kept pushing No matter how much it hurt my pride I thought I needed it Had to Let it starve instead of feeding it In a state of panic hope was fleeting and Lost some sanity But I defeated it to save a life I'm my own hero I'm Struggling don't hear a sound Do you hear me now Why my mind convincing me not to step up Be left with nothing if I settle for lesser Why every time I can change my fate My first instinct is to turn and run away I have been counting the days With a face catching sun rays Dreading every Monday I'll get there someday I just don't wanna lose it all Have to prevent the fall Time knocking door on my door it says running out Caught me by surprise Guess I should start running now Wanna be safe While trying to find my way I'm getting all my dreams before I get let down Before I get put 6 feet into the ground Need some solutions couldn't think of it Pondering on that thought It keeps me wide awake My hands up fighting for some better days Kept pushing No matter how much it hurt my pride I thought I needed it Had to Let it starve instead of feeding it In a state of panic hope was fleeting and Lost some sanity But I defeated it to save a life I'm my own hero Lying down from the pressure I have to give an answer Being static makes me manic No one seems to understands this But I fumble every action I take Need to do everything but relax and wait It's making it hard to even concentrate I can no longer keep the composure on my face Gotta go all the way Otherwise Half assing is how I'll decay I'm too scared to Start Life will be at the finish line before I move my feet My mind isn't taking it lightly But then I realized I'm not just a protagonist I'm a fighter Dealing with these cards Man I'm tired Don't worry I do not not need your help Can't backtrack now I will do this all myself Sacrificing everything Till I have what's meant to be Need some solutions couldn't think of it Pondering on that thought It keeps me wide awake My hands up fighting for some better days Kept pushing No matter how much it hurt my pride I thought I needed it Had to Let it starve instead of feeding it In a state of panic hope was fleeting and Lost some sanity But I defeated it to save a life I'm my own hero