Eden

I took my time climbing every wall In the back of my mind I knew I'd be here all along It was a matter of time Traversing matter and mind It doesn't matter if I'm the one that gives up this time Repeating my past is inevitable I said "this house had collapsed" and it did So I did what I could Desperate to recreate it All I know is flowers bloom in slow motion All I show is the way I wilt, decay and doubt This bridge was not safe for me to cross But I still tried I met my loss I could never tell I could never tell Save me from this hell You never told me how You never told me how Save me from my self Reach into the past I bet you cant pull out all the hurt you've caused But I bet that you're feeling the weight of the years I spent Smother by the fog That once impaired my eyes Impaired my eyes All I know is flowers bloom in slow motion All I show is the way I wilt, decay and doubt It took so long for me to see I built a version of the world A world I grew up hating so much I can't believe My own hands develop the pain My finest and struggles collapse in vain My faults and my own design My desire to be in the right And I'm not I can't believe It took so long for me to see I built a version of the world A world I grew up hating so much It hurts I can't believe All I know is flowers bloom in slow motion I'm planting seeds so I can see A world for me A world for me A world for me