We All Wanna Die (Sometimes)

Got this blessing right here Niggas never seen through my Mind frame Putting this hen on ice so it age wit my pain I ain't desperate for mentions Granny mortgage and living make six figure expenses Dollars betrayed my kindred and they ain't meant it meant it Portray light to my feelings needing several seats like the senate Waited long for this attention Encapsulated grief inside my eyes dimensions Keeping one eye open praying not to look hopeless while existing Now Now Now Now Now Now you will listen Now Now Now Now you will listen Now Now Now Now you will listen Listen Growing up yeah been round all the shit Midgey, perky, and counties stretch it more than the downy Putting down my 360 working for dollars and pennies Handed Rel the cash He gave me my first xanny told me "you know I got you we family" Planning with no understanding missing all my shots I don't take like canon When he hand me these hundreds back do do do Damage Cousin did a sentence all them dollars burnt in my vision Worry for fiscal Gave this lesson Told me "you had that money always gotta be ready to lose Ain't got shit to prove but you know how move" Oh better get him but I never held another blick till 2 0 1 6 Might ask Unc his choppa for rent Never seen granddaddy lay on E, dick Just work and repent Niggas calling for sense So they ain't call em Jew cause all his money was well spent So I took that loss on the business While refuting blood thicker than homie water viscous Insulting Jew Baby playing victim Move wit new intention DJ hit the freeway moving 96 staring at work To breathe new life for his seed sake No leeway when the depth of your days More hollow than bodies in graves The shawdys a phase I thought shit sweet gang check my tank like a lotto on stage Stroll down the phate Cuzo hit the rink Him and his boys got jumped out the gate Straight from the vile niggas touching more seals than package deals Seen plenty with government aid But in this section these niggas always ate And question in adolescence I was scared to fight and debate but built for the hate Wasn't moving wit the killing and spinning Ambitions go amber alert how tall niggas reach ceilings And still hop in coupes after school felt 1 and million Fast forward building DJ touching a quarter mil Got L and Dan working tandem like Martin and Will I was jealous Niggas staring time in the face every time they push the petals I was working 9 to 8 bet I never settle But I pulled right up on DJ you know I'm the first to call but I been on last Fuck a set up 2014 last seen a trap Nigga ain't wanna hear all You think I need protection when I got a vision I know I know I know my mission The goal is to move across seas Plant enough seeds to turn a new leaf Move outta ghettos so we don't get did like baby G Incept fellows that could bare no stress Get my momma tweaking less Been knowing vegan since Vivian got switch on the fourth season Told my nigga You foolish you ever go through it I'm a Darwin to losing Six figures hanging on my neck but that's love payed don't confuse it I live for amusement life's a joke and punchlines give me Contusions Color pecan skin brittle Hearted sleeve a collector of contacts and bruises I pray to find what I won from all my losing And still seeking love like when I find myself know not what to do with him