Raw Acceptance (Slam Poetry)

Yeah idk it all started When I lost my job In 2019 the summer of the revolution Went to a protest they didnt like me Thought I did something Right by fighting That time was frustrating Car got repoed I made irrational decisions I was young and dumb But I'm wiser now Went thru some cocaine stages Lost myself twice over Fucked a few girls While fightin for my ex She never made it easy, always yellin Take it easy always Always breathin down my neck She broke trust a long time ago Had a sleepover with a dude When i wasnt home Was boutta leave for Another dude with coke I had to get past it I made mistakes I broke trust too I broke up with her when I lost my job Too much stress Before we got together I fucked a homies bitch Before that I took a different homies bitch All real ones lost with a toxic hoe It shouldnt have been me to expose Blacked out drunk Fucked a different bitch Woke up the next day She was suckin my dick Said naw got up and left She was bitin it Bet she told the story differently A young horny 20 year old with testosterone I learned that and made change Separated and made way But I still had to face Every single mistake I ran away I lied I'm a shit bag I'm a dirt bag Another cocaine addiction Wanted to kill myself Almost pulled the trigger Almost jumped in the river Said this isnt the way Talked to some homies Told em I loved them Sorry for what I did Lemme prove it to you I live truly Uncomfortable convos Got me past my judgment Idc what you say now I accepted my past Im different now My ex brings the worst outta me I let her go Toxic friends talk behind my back I let them go Got homies that support me Got homies I cant let down Cant give up This what you hear now me Accepting and letting go Fights and battles with my innerself A dark energy I named kuroi masuku I transcended past and Know my limits I aint reach them yet dont test me tho Remember your mistakes Still a lot you have to face And if I have to enter this State of mind again I'll expose everything Kuroi Masuku