Look Back/Grippos!

This apart from my tale I'm past the start of it but can't pardon my losses and fails I read a letter straight from the old me he wishing me well Grandmother asked why I still talk to myself I told her I I only vent to the realest niggas I keep it confined Please do not sell me your quickest gimmicks ill get it in time Please don't compare me to none these rappers these niggas is lying Im too aware of it all I can poke holes in they lines Lamest of niggas all change for the payment promise it's different with mine Promise we get it in time I mean I mean I mean Put your palms to the sky we gon' reach until we all fall Broken promises led me on who to call on And I found nobody really with me to fall on Stare in my eyes you looking back at a (hold up) Wrestling with pride till I found out these niggas all talk Stuck with disguises leading you to a long fall Faces that anonymous stacking up in your call long I know them hands all open second we all on And this shit back when I rode in my mamas Mazda The back of Chemistry class when I wrote till my lines was polished Look back To distant past when it was just me and my auntie kids Cuzzo convinced me rap till I seen the face of astonishments had I was born with a lot of partners who sworn to future accomplishments Really no ways of stopping it You act hard tryna talk about us we know you porcelain Don't fall off guard to keep your image We know you forcing it Damn what damn yea We get a whip and we get on the road Just cuz it glitter don't mean that it's gold Either way Nigga we get up and go Seen a way with us they hate how we rose Keep away with them they reach for the soul I used to think I could carry the earth till I seen my Brodie carrying poles Bottle in all of my pain for too long I might jus pour it like Ed Allan Poe I couldn't wait up so I got my weight up Now I'm in the rap undefeated you know Make them control alt delete all they're songs These niggas only been real on the net Walking with cap only leading to broke fasho and I couldn't step on that road Hella people tryna add on to the plight (yup) Slept on us that was back when we had to put the covers on a mic(yup) Working need another milli every time a nigga seen his mama cry Told her it's gon' be alright Horace Gaither went and seen the light forcing paper everytime I write Right or wrong I stay on the ten toes Sonnets on Sonics to get dough Still I put dream over Cashapp and I put my heart over Venmos Thirteen my mama would send me straight up to the store I would vent to I get home All to get out the city and get more just to get me some Big Red and Grippos Put your palms to the sky we gon' reach until we all fall Broken promises led me on who to call on And I found nobody really with me to fall on Stare in my eyes you looking back at a.. All I'm saying is all I'm saying is the worlds full of lies, snakes, and fakes I don't know nobody, I don't know none of that All I know is, time waits for no man and the world gon' keep spinnin' regardless So while I'm here I need something to make the whole city say damn