Numb and cold

Inked my skin to mark off my pain Damn I am covered, so am i drowning in pains Count and don't stop or you start in vein But of all trust in God is the main The sadder the story the sweater the end The sour the soup the stinker the smell Love is beautiful but no cash That story pitiful Cash only meaningful So now you see that I'm down and I ain't been good mans not really feeling alright Man not been sleeping all night But mans not going to give up fight Still you did not care on how I feel And you still stepped on me no fright You say no catching feelings only flights Say stepping up and me are like poles we damn repel So you still rebelled Damn girl you bent You become my living hell torment Oh damn All I wanted was to be your offset But it got you upset Made you excess angry You can not be my Cardi How about be my Barbie She say NO Doesn't really take too long to let go But I could not see my heart go You're my soul Please stay close I don't wanna go numb You're my sense of feel Feelings for you are sealed Pockets sarcastic my flows bad habit My smoke in peace still could not have it A rich nigga smoke is healthy But a broke nigga smoke, he a bandit Now listen to my success tell me how it feels Guess its a cold world It's why all rich nigga neck iced up Cash only meaningful So I didn't stay down man doubled up now black nigga is really feeling alright Mans still not sleeping all night But man has got to put no fight Now I don't care on how you feel But I ain't stepping on you gat sight On flight catching feelings alright alright Now you catching feelings better wear your gloves though Cause this numb black man's feelings spiked ooo Look how the fast man you made slow Numb and cold Numb, cold and numb