Jose Maria

It's hard sometimes to think in something special When you have only deceptions but I'm still good after all, Fever of ambitions, I'm still insecure, Writing songs that means satisfaction, for y'all, Thank you for supporting me, Why Am I like this? Im the only guy that surround him by his thoughts, They consume me, To finally feel pressure as strict parents who want their children to be perfect, No more kids, In the pandemic I discovered a lot of myself so I hate it, Then I force myself to change and keep going, All nights looking at the ceiling, Nobody there, Only me hating myself, My thoughts turning black, Like many celebrities as jack, Everything on tv is black, I'm not jack, I'm not back, I fucked up my relation with some friends The 808 guy, Hate myself for keep my distance when I need them most, There was a wall between the group That was me, So awful thing, I'm not making another post, damn, Forgot all the days the moves of my body are the same, Is 19:39pm and I remember you girl, Why is so difficult to be together? We like each other, Why we need to pay attention to biases?, The routine is killing me, A puzzle to put on some notes between, You are the melody I can't get out of my mind, You are not my side, But I have my guys, ahh, In these time I realize that my friends are my shield and They always are on my side, yiu, I'm a mess in social media's talks, Everybody are United but I feel apart, Excluded as shit, I stopped having faith, Everybody have little groups to talk about it, But I feel I'm not, Not belonging anywhere, Complicated person, Looking satisfaction just for fun, My social get down, The communication with people actually sucks, Nobody answer at all, Hi I'm middle but I can become fl-y, Nothing change is all the same, Just me looking the sky, My goals, What I am capable, That I'm stable, Just able To feel everything And do it all alright, hum, ( A short song but I like it )...