if i didn't love you

So the story goes like this You meet someone and it's all bliss But then, you realize you're both human And it turns into a mess When I met that someone Who turned my life upside down I didn't blame myself at all It was them all along If I didn't love you I'd be more than happy to let People in but since I've loved you Guess that's not happening It's been years since it went down But it still affects me even now And all my friends don't know How much I don't tell them (Well they do now) If I could go back in time And put this all on rewind I'd look my younger self in the eyes And tell her to run for her life If I didn't love you I'd be more than happy to let People in but since I've loved you Guess that's not happening If I didn't love you I might be an open book But I'm closed off and I don't let People close to me in If you hadn't left me I might not know people that I Love right now and I know that was Worth the pain you put me through and I Know there's no way you loved me Cause that'd be so messed up But it's okay, I got through it and Without you I'm happy now If I didn't love you If I didn't love you If I didn't love you I might be more soft and more Trusting and more open but that's Not your fault, it's mine When I love somebody else I know it's good to just be honest And not selfish and choose to Love them in their brokenness If I didn't love you If I didn't love you If I didn't love you If I didn't love you