Record Tape

Put my feelings out on a record tape I got a reason why no I ain't that lame But I'm too pussy trying to wield this blade Up against my alter ego shit ain't been the same Mush mush mush that's my brain feeling crushed I've been so down lately I just want a rush Don't know who to trust I'll just hop up on this bus Need to clear my mind I don't want to hear a fuss All my dreams I got from my hell Why you trying to hide it I don't kiss and tell Rest in peace I'm not feeling it love Real or are you fake imitating a god Wrist slit look at my list Wrote it with blood better hope that I miss Wrist slit look at my list Wrote it with blood better hope that I miss I'm ready ready ready ready ready ready ready ready Got my sanitizer cause my hands will get a little bloody Ready ready ready ready ready ready ready ready Going to blow your brains into the wall like a confetti sadly Semi automatic yeah that shit is problematic Wan to hear your body sizzle when I pull up with the missile Got some some issues I just want you to meet into the middle I can show you how you die if you look inside my crystal Wishful I will shut you down like how they do at Aeropostale Hurtful wait until the bruises turning purple Wait until your mind is broken down I'll make you cripple Wait until tomorrow I got morals Wrist slit look at my list Wrote it with blood better hope that I miss Wrist slit look at my list Wrote it with blood better hope that I miss Put my feelings out on a record tape I got a reason why no I ain't that lame But I'm too pussy trying to wield this blade Up against my alter ego shit ain't been the same Mush mush mush that's my brain feeling crushed I've been so down lately I just want a rush Don't know who to trust I'll just hop up on this bus Need to clear my mind I don't want to hear a fuss Obviously I'm hurting so I want to see you burning Take this whole world with me better get to running I'm calling all the shots I just want to feel like something Ain't nothing else to lose no I ain't bluffing Their pulling me down I don't hear a single sound If you hear my voice please try to help me out I'm losing myself in the catacombs Way down here is where my shadow roams Life ain't fair don't be upset Life ain't fair don't be upset Life ain't fair don't be upset Life ain't fair don't be upset I'm ready ready ready ready ready ready ready ready Got my sanitizer cause my hands will get a little bloody Ready ready ready ready ready ready ready ready Going to blow your brains into the walls like a confetti sadly